Awakening
There are things that happen to us everyday. We typically are in such a rush to do what we are doing that we take these "things" for granted. That is what makes our lives so mundane. When we truly take the time to notice these things, or analyze them rather than ignore or get upset by them, we grow spiritually.
Lately, I have been caught up in doing. I have been trying to get things done and keep on track, but haven't been taking the time to experience ANYTHING. I have been drifting through time, realizing that time is literally slipping through my fingers and I don't feel that I have actually accomplished anything substantial. Yes, the bills have been paid and the house has been cleaned and the laundry has been done and all of that STUFF that needs to be done but isn't really any fun. I do this to myself every winter and I hibernate and really don't LIVE my life.
Yesterday, I found myself in a test. It really opened my eyes and made me re-evaluate my thoughts and beliefs. It was a situation that could have upset me, and would have pushed some WAY over the edge. What it did was open up a line of communication with some dear friends and really solidified my feelings. It made me really understand that it doesn't matter what other people think, feel, believe. That is their journey, not mine. The only thing that matters to ME is what I believe and feel. That is the only thing that is going to keep me on MY path and get me to where I need to go. I could follow the path of FEAR and do what everyone else feels is right for me, OR I can actually live my life the way I feel it should be lived and accomplish MY goals. That, to me, is living from the heart, doing what I know is right for ME. I am not going to push my beliefs on you. I respect your feelings, because they belong to YOU.
I really feel that I am on the next leg of my journey, and it is time to open up some doors that I didn't choose to see before. Yesterday, when I was questioning EVERYTHING I found that symbols kept showing up. I saw 444 on 2 different license plates back to back. Then 1234, which means, simplify. Then I kept finding feathers in the studio. They were all in different rooms, so it really made me aware.
Then, last night I had a dream where I was on a beach during the storm. In the distance I could see what I thought was Cinderella's Castle at Disney World. It was all lit up and the sun was making it glow. I have been journaling my dreams and drawing a card from the Gateway deck and this is the card I drew:
There are things that happen to us everyday. We typically are in such a rush to do what we are doing that we take these "things" for granted. That is what makes our lives so mundane. When we truly take the time to notice these things, or analyze them rather than ignore or get upset by them, we grow spiritually.
Lately, I have been caught up in doing. I have been trying to get things done and keep on track, but haven't been taking the time to experience ANYTHING. I have been drifting through time, realizing that time is literally slipping through my fingers and I don't feel that I have actually accomplished anything substantial. Yes, the bills have been paid and the house has been cleaned and the laundry has been done and all of that STUFF that needs to be done but isn't really any fun. I do this to myself every winter and I hibernate and really don't LIVE my life.
Yesterday, I found myself in a test. It really opened my eyes and made me re-evaluate my thoughts and beliefs. It was a situation that could have upset me, and would have pushed some WAY over the edge. What it did was open up a line of communication with some dear friends and really solidified my feelings. It made me really understand that it doesn't matter what other people think, feel, believe. That is their journey, not mine. The only thing that matters to ME is what I believe and feel. That is the only thing that is going to keep me on MY path and get me to where I need to go. I could follow the path of FEAR and do what everyone else feels is right for me, OR I can actually live my life the way I feel it should be lived and accomplish MY goals. That, to me, is living from the heart, doing what I know is right for ME. I am not going to push my beliefs on you. I respect your feelings, because they belong to YOU.
I really feel that I am on the next leg of my journey, and it is time to open up some doors that I didn't choose to see before. Yesterday, when I was questioning EVERYTHING I found that symbols kept showing up. I saw 444 on 2 different license plates back to back. Then 1234, which means, simplify. Then I kept finding feathers in the studio. They were all in different rooms, so it really made me aware.
Then, last night I had a dream where I was on a beach during the storm. In the distance I could see what I thought was Cinderella's Castle at Disney World. It was all lit up and the sun was making it glow. I have been journaling my dreams and drawing a card from the Gateway deck and this is the card I drew:
I feel that this is very magical and assuring me to continue my journey in MY way.
#MagicalMoments #Createyourownmagic
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